Today I'll be spending most of the next two days off the farm. Work at the Wellness center and then a board meeting. It accumulates into a whole day. A whole day of not germinating pepper seeds, of not going through the garden plan, of not finishing the green house of not working with the animals. Its the hardest thing in the world to leave when there is so much work that has to be done. I try to find the balance but right now the balance is tilted. Farm work is the most important thing right now requiring the most thought and work, but that doesn't mean everything else stops. I wish it did.
But the work will be here when I get back and the world probably wont end, it just feels like it might.